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Define bangungot.

Nangyayari lang ba siya pag tulog ka? Or kahit nasa REM stage ka pa lang?

Honestly, takot na akong matulog. Especially pag nasa dorm ako.

Last Thursday (madaling araw), I think binangungot ako, though technically parang hindi siya bangungot.

That time, I decided na itigil muna ang pagrereview for my Psych exam, and nung mahiga na ako, after sometime, I saw a light (coming from Nissi's phone), eh 'di malamang yun lang yung light source sa room namin, so tinitigan ko yun, while doing that, parang may naririnig akong buzzing sound sa isip ko, then I notice na sa matagal kong pagkakatitig dun sa light, mas lumiliwanag siya. All of a sudden, yung buzzing sound na naririnig ko escalated to the point na sasabog na yung utak ko. Then, that was when I had difficulty in breathing, as in sobrang natakot ako, hindi na talaga ako makahinga, I thought I was on the verge of dying. Tinry kong abutin si Iya (since magkalapit lang yung bed namin), pero hindi ko maigalaw yung kamay ko, kahit anong gawin ko ayaw pa din. Tapos tinry kong iwriggle yung toes ko, pero ayaw pa din. You could just imagine my terror (I was praying hard to God, na not that time, not that time please). After three (?) trials or so, naigalaw ko na yung toes ko, and then, literally, nagflow yung air sa buong system ko and man was I so thankful.

After that, takot na takot na talaga akong matulog. Nung kinaumagahan sobrang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko and sobrang ninenerbyos na lang ako nang walang dahilan. Ang weird lang kasi once lang ako nagcoffee that week and decaf pa siya.

As we were deliberating kung ano nga ba ang bangungot, nadako kami ng mga roommates ko sa issue na kung marami kayong binabangungot sa isang place, that means may "something" doon. Eh siyempre lalo naman akong natakot. Tapos nung kinuwento ko sa parents ko, they told me na siguro tinatakot ko lang yung sarili ko kaya nangyari sa'kin yun. At take note, nagsabi pa sila about duwende (mama), pugot na ulo (papa) at sapi (oyo boy). Ang loko lang, napaka comforting 'di ba?

2011 ...

First blog post for this year.

Let me present you:

my goal (s) for this year.

1. Be on a serious diet (I'll strive to not drink any softdrinks from now on)

the end.

JAJAJA. Losing weight is the only thing on my list this year. Though after much contemplation, I added this one

2. Be more serious in my studies - since everyone seems to include this on his/her list, why can't I?

and another thing,

3. Read 3-4 books per month - for the improvement of my knowledge (grammar and vocab included).

Apparently, I have a lot of goals this year

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How was my first week of school/job this year? T-I-R-I-N-G.

It's just the first week but I found myself bombarded with lots of requirements (and it had kept me busy throughout this day).
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The saddest thing happened. Ate Chesca, passed away. After receiving a text about it, I initially regarded it as a terrible joke, but after confirming it, everything seemed like a dream. I'm not that close with ate Chesca but we shared a few moments together, and I just saw her last Tuesday. I never knew that it would be the last time na makikita ko siya. Ate Chesca, may you rest in peace.
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