I'm so thankful that our thesis proposal defense went well. Thank you Lord God =)
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How my 199 class ruined my life
rants from a person suffering from depression.
Because of 199 I currently feel like a zombie. Yung feeling na naglalakad ka, pumapasok ka sa class, kumakain ka pero hindi nagsisink in sa'yo yung ginagawa mo?
A few days left until our thesis defense and I can't even explain how I'm feeling, and to add up to my state of voidness:
1. Hindi ako makakapunta sa concert ng a1 - mukhang mababaw pero I have continuously loved them for almost 11 or 12 years? Hindi ako mahilig sa music but then a1 will forever be my favorite band. Dapat kasi pupunta ako, pero yung pambili ko ng ticket naubos na sa pagthethesis. For real. Super depressing :/
2. Si Bambi (my ipod at ang kanyang cable connector) at ang aking usb ay nawawala at feel ko hindi ko na sila makakapiling muli :/ Sa main lib ko talaga naiwan yun but I think may nagkainteres na. Kung payong nga ninanakaw, yun pa kaya? Bottom line? Hindi naman ako maglilib kung hindi dahil sa 199 eh :((
Why blame 199 for all my misery? 199 can turn the simplest of problems into colossal ones.
Gustuhin ko mang umiyak, ayaw lumabas eh, pero alam mo yung feeling na nandyan na siya eh, kailangan na lang ng konting push lalabas na but then sabi ko nga hindi ko na napoprocess ang mga bagay bagay na ginagawa ko ngayon.
Thesis
I never expected that there will come a time when all my time (literally) will be dedicated to doing my thesis.
FML. I can't wait for summer. and my last sem.
Data gathering and analysis sound more appealing than RPO, RRL, Framework and Methodology writing.
Los Blancos items.
Over the course of one and a half years (almost, and counting), I was/am able to gather some Real Madrid stuff.
First one: my Mesut Ozil jersey:
Then came my real madrid kit keychain (I don't have a picture 'coz it's all rusty now)
My RMA scarf:
My Ronaldo coin bank:
RMA sticker, key chain, and can opener.
They aren't authentic but still :P A picture in Santiago Bernabeu would complete my collection. LOL
For those who want to collect items, I suggest you pay a visit to that store located at 168 mall, Divisoria.
Real Madrid never fails
to cheer me up. I came back from a tiresome day and when I saw this vid, all traces of fatigue vanished.
They're beyond adorable! For non-football fans I'm sure you would never mistake them as football players. LOL.
What made me lol hard:
Pepe and Marcelo. Pepe's laughter = LOL
Xabi and Cris' laughter. Tell me, isn't hearing such fine men like them laugh sexy?
Albiol's Feliz Navidad after Arbeloa's long monologue. PWAHAHA.
Karim - he seems so innocent but I knew better =))
Calleti - he and Antonio do have chemistry :))
Bambi - you can make me smile and laugh just by showing your shy self or just by standing.
and a whole lot more. I suddenly feel rejuvenated. How could I miss this video? What was I doing? xD
Wish(es) and Dream(s)
Don't you ever wish for time to fast-forward itself and to wake up one morning as the 'future' version of yourself?
I do. If it meant skipping my studies, thesis, etc.
Still, if you remember the movie 13 going on 30, having such an experience has its repercussions. You may be older but that doesn't equate to you being more mature.
What if my wish is to wake up one year older (aka the me in 2013)? Like the next time I open my eyes, I'm in January 2013: I have graduated and found work. I think it'd be cool even if it means me having no memories of the past year (quite scary if you ask me). LOL.
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A dream.
Last night I dreamed that I was diagnosed with lung cancer. I was having my eyesight checked (part of school policy) when a doctor pulled me aside and told me that I have lung cancer and it was stage 2! There was a 50/50 chance of me recovering (actually, the doctor's explanation was confusing) and that I should consult with her at a different time.
At that moment, I can't help but think that it must have been a stupid joke but the funny thing was, after the revelation, I started to breathe heavily :)) Anyway, it wasn't amusing while I was dreaming.
The next part of my dream consisted of me debating how I would tell my mom and how to break the 'news' to her. I was transported to a mall where I saw my mom and I told her. At first her expression was blank but then the truth sank and my dream shifted to me wishing that it was all just a dream (weird). I spent two hours (in my dream) thinking about it and my dream shifted yet again to me, deciding to write a story about a girl who was diagnosed with lung cancer who fell for a guy who used to be a chain smoker (all the while thinking how the plot was similar to Scent of a woman - the illness part).
One helluva dream right? :D
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